Entry #365 – May 17, 2010: Point of Reference

Everyone keeps telling me I should be journaling the turn of events in my life over the past year.

I'm not sure why it is so difficult for me to stick to writing at least one page a day in my journal.

I think about it. I sometimes even write the entry in my head as I gaze out the window on the train or bus. Thinking of yet more ways to ensure I keep a promise to myself to ONLY live a life that is joyful and full of happiness. Removing anything that does not make me smile.

It is difficult.

However with every day, week, month - I am finding new parts of my body filling up with abundance. Overflowing with graciousness as I talk with my Creator about faith, guidance, will, patience and destiny.

I gotta write about it.

I AM AWARE that my blessings are uniquely for me because I have been uniquely created.

I am fearful, excited, anxious and thankful.

This is entry #365. Tomorrow starts a new cycle.

I'll journal backwards. Using my calendar to help me write about the last 12 months of my life and my journey to find focus, direction, self-love and acceptance.

(Not quite ready to pack away my mask though. Ya heard?)